On 5/18/12 I did my 4th BC.I did it a couple hours before going to a graduation party (which i had a ball at),i did it because i didnt have the patience to wait until the perm grow out.I decided to get a low cut with the sides and back faded, im still getting use to it.

Yesterday i decided to buy a wig for the days i feel like having long hair or insecure about my short ass hair lol.Honestly i think im gonna wear the wig more cause like everytime i cut my hair, i miss having hair.I told my self this will be the last time i will cut my hair and no more relapsing snd perming.Im never ever gonna perm my hair again, however i cant say the same with dyeing.I havent dyed or rinsed my hair a red or burgundy yet so thats a must and after it grows out no more dyeing.I like experimenting with my hair thats why i feel like i need to get it all out my system before cutting out all the manipulation out or whatever you wanna call it.

Its been three days since I cut my hair and already im impatient with growth, but good thing my hair grows fast,my hair should be back by like october or november.Overall im excited to be natural again and going on the journey! :)

The 22nd of this month will make a month since I permed my hair and I can’t wait for some new growth.I know I will go through a awkward stage when growing out my hair because it’s like two different lengths,the top is an inch as well as the sides and the back is less than a inch.Right now I don’t now when I’m going to get it evened out.For a minute I was thinking “Do the BC Now!” but if I do that I will be bald lol,i’m talking no hair so I was thinking maybe transition for 4-6 months reason why I say that is because I can easily get tempted to cut in between time.Because my hair is so short I really cant do any protective styles but wearing a wig.Than again I might be bold like before and BC and cut my hair really really shor,we’ll see how much this transitioning will last lol

Hell yeah lol.I haven’t had a relaxer in almost two years before I relaxed my hair on 4/22/12.Just the process had me frowning, my scalp was burning and when i was washing it out my scalp was stinging bad…i have a scab which is fucked up.Relaxers arent for me.I guess im transitioning, i would say that im gonna transition for 6 months but knowing me that will not happen.

So im on the toad to transitioning…again and im no longer new to it because I’ve been here before.

Transitioning here i come!!!!

I took them babies out!!! lol

When I first got my braids my plan was to keep them in for a month..I failed.As the time went on from valentine’s day to today I got tired of them,I really tryed to keep them in longer but my scalp was like “Hell to the No!”

I was like at least keep them in until monday or tuesday after you get your I.D,I told my mom my plan and she was like do it today and wear your natural hair in your I.D pic tomorrow.Well they are out and my scalp feel sooo free.Now I don’t give a flying f*** that I only kept them in for less than two weeks.

My hair grew in the short time I had my braids in,from December to now I have some new growth and i’m happy.March will be 4 months worth of growth so I will do a hair growth post soon.

I had my braids in for over a week and my scalp is acting the hell up.My scalp been itching like crazy and i’ve been oiling it..I admit I skip oiling sometimes but damn really scalp lol.My goal is to keep them in for at least a month,I got them done on valentine’s day so the 14th of next month or maybe a two days earlier these babies are coming out.

Besides my braids i’ve been looking at women with twa and it’s seriously making me want to cut my hair even shorter.Now I told myself when I get the urge to cut again somebody or myself needs to talk me out of it.I already BC’d 3 times.The first time when I went natural,2nd time in march of 2011 and 3rd in october of 2011.If I decide to cut my hair again idk if I would consider it a BC but if I do who BC 4 times..seriously who does that lol

Do I miss my curls? yes.Do I miss my natural hair color? Yes.Do I miss having a low cut twa? Yes. I know if I do that my people are gonna be like “this girl don’t know what she wants to do with her hair” and “Don’t cut your hair no more” I might also get “I like your hair like this”.Yes some of my loved ones admit to me liking my hair really short and thats good to hear.

I know I said i’m tired of having short hair and I want it long but 9 times out of 10 if I cut it I will probaly like my short hair for a couple weeks and than get impatient with the growth,all while kinda sort insecure of my twa.Guess I’ll see what I will do when I take these braids out.

1/29/12

Me going to a babyshower.I didn’t do much to my hair but wet it,put some Kinky Curly Knot Today Leave-In conditioner and than picked my hair out.

I’ve been natural for a year and a month but only have 3 months worth of growth,my hair is growing out from cutting it for the second and last time :)

I miss my hair can’t wait til it grows back!